I had to do a terrifying performance at school, and I guess it wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. Speaking in front of the whole (small) school and a dozen parents was horrifying, especially with social anxiety. I felt like I was gonna explode in front of everyone!!!! Hmgh, I guess I can add it to my life experience list.
Christ, is social anxiety even managable now?! I can't stand this s#!t anymore, It's really annoying!
Toldja, i'm totally okay now! Glad I'm going to therapy today :)
I hate myself. It's sort of a 40/60 with me; I either hate or love myself (with hate being more prominent). I feel like crap mentally right now, but I'll probably be fine in a while.
I'm bored, at school. I'm also tired :)
yo, this the first entry!