Also yay, school is over. lol i wish, i still have to go to summer school
I just had a meltdown over not being able to wash my security stuffy. I loveeeeee life sometimes!!! I HATE DEVELOPMENTAL ISSUES IN MY STUPID HEAD (-_-)
I'm tired, I wanna go home--Actually, I wanna go home, lay in my bed, and nap for 7 years. That'd be a refresher! I mean, I'd be 23 years old then, but still! I almost didn't even feel like putting my stud cuffs on, and I barely wanted to go to school.
I helped my dad move the neighbors cat that was hit by a car around 15 minutes before we seen it. I was very indifferent about it; it was sad but I really had no reaction to the situation (I've always been fascinated with animals, dead or alive), and felt odd holding her. She was unfortunately still warm, and blood was still pooling wherever we laid her. I gave her one last pet and scritch before we had to throw her (my community doesn't allow other options, and a cemetery space was too expensive for my neighbor). I felt shook by her poor owner, I don't think I've heard anyone sob so loudly and it was worse because we were the ones to let her know what happened. Despite all this, I feel a sense of security for even helping her out, making sure she felt love one last time before we had to dispose of her. I hope the kitty is resting peacfully and well on the other side.
I love neocities bc its the only thing my slow computer can handle erhghh
gawddamnit yep that's it. she is LEEAVVVVINGNGGGGGG!!! RARRRRGHHHH!!!
lord the situation is worse; I think my favorite teacher is leaving.
I have no idea if my school is closing down or not lol. I hope not, I have no clue if there are more SpEd schools around where I live.
Alright, a new month. I hope this one will be a better than the last :)